I went out today. I went by myself. I looked for you. But could only see memories. We shared so much. We were so close. I wandered through the crowd. I looked but you were not there. I cried inside. I didn't want people to stare. I passed many couples. Walking hand-in-hand. I felt a tinge of guilt. But no one held my hand. I watched the sky. As if I might get a glimpse of you. It did not happen. But the sky was so blue. I sadly went to my car. I drove straight back to you. I hoped I'd find you like you used to be. For you see—I went out today—just me.
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